Ship Of Fools?: an exploration in five parts

Act One: Nearly the final word on windfarms......

 Fed up with pictures of nasty windfarms?  Me too.  So here's a nice mountain photo instead.

It was, I suppose, decided a long time ago: 'give them windfarms.'  The juggernaut that has bulldozed them through regardless of matters of sane economics, local democratic concerns, unreliability, damage to the environment and community quality of life, and loss of landscape, suggests something of a predetermined programme.  A quick piece of personal research into the realities of the situation will confirm that any claims of 'democracy and consultation' are a fake that has become increasingly transparent.  The web of lies, deceit, and dishonesty surrounding the windfarm scam becomes increasingly brazen and blatant by the day.  The perpetrators no longer even bother to hide their criminality, with politicians transparently engaged in conflict-of-interest scenarios.  I know that James Delingpole's blog appears courtesy of the 'Daily Telegraph', a fact which ruffles some readers' political sensibilities (sensibilities, I may add, that are outmoded and no longer relevant).  But his tireless work on this theme is more than admirable.  To see something of the entire thing unravel shamelessly right before your eyes, read some of his articles: the one dated August 22nd 2012, on Tim Yeo and Lord Deben, is an eye-opening place to begin.

In one sense, giant windfarms are entirely appropriate for the world we live in - at least the sliver of reality that likes to present itself as the whole thing. They are metal-and-plastic totems to the essential ugliness, inefficiency, materialism, and power hierarchy that control system operators would have us believe is the one-and-only truth.  Even the Victorians would not have accepted windfarms: how can you build an industrial revolution on a power source that doesn't work half the time?  The goodly Queen of Empires would not have been amused.  Indeed, we can begin to speculate that the expense and inefficiency of wind is actually a deliberate part of a creeping agenda.......


Act Two: We don't need no edyookayshun

  

In an interview given last year (18/11/11, Grok-the-Talk), John Lash declares that, in his view, 're-education'  is more essential than 'raising consciousness' at this point in time.  Re-education, in this case, referring to educating ourselves as to what is really going on, rather than simply what we have been told to believe is true.  He uses the popularisation of Social Darwinism as an example of an area where this process of re-education is needed: how, requiring an ideology to back up and render respectable their predatory activities, bankers, lawyers, and other authorised criminals of the late 19th century leapt at Darwin's theories, embracing the notion of 'survival of the fittest'.  Darwin's ideas were quickly reified into hard fact, and distorted to justify elitism and the entire edifice of dominator culture.  A bastardised form of Darwin is now accepted by the majority of people (in Europe, at least) as indisputable fact, while its premise, that predation within a single species is the general modus operandi, turns out to be a lie.

As I listened to John Lash, I couldn't help but draw parallels with the so-called environmental movement of today, and the global warming con.  In fact, the strategy remains exactly the same!  Globalist predators, those control freaks on a big scale, similarly require an ideology to use as a front for their nefarious deeds.  Global warming turned out to be an ideal cause.  Firstly, it is indeed fit for a global agenda - it affects every single being on the planet, so is an ideal carrier for a planetary clarion call.  Visions of cities drowning as seas rise, glaciers and ice sheets crashing dramatically, crops burnt to a cinder, readily invoke fear and insecurity, creating an atmosphere in which people can easily be manipulated and will readily cede to new controls, regulations, taxes, etc.  All in the name of 'saving the planet'.  Finally, through the global warming con, an appeal is made to people with genuinely good hearts but who have failed to do their homework.  This, in a sense, is the most evil aspect of all: how good, well-wishing, caring people have been hoodwinked into supporting measures that, beneath the mask, are intended to play into the hands of a small number of people whose aims are control and domination.  The plan is gloriously simple - yet superbly effective.


Act Three: Planet Slave, 1969-style

    We, like sheep, have gone astray (George Frederick Handel, of course)

March 1st 1969 is one of the more notorious dates in the calendar of rock music history.  Late on this day, the Doors gave a concert (of sorts) in Miami that led to Jim Morrison being charged (wrongly) with lewd and lascivious behaviour, a move by the authorities that had profound effects on the remainder of Morrison's brief life.  Film clips and photos from the night famously fail to illustrate Jim actually engaging in this 'lewd and lascivious behaviour', but they do reveal other fascinating material.  At one point in the fiasco that barely deserves the title 'concert', the alcohol-riddled Morrison berates the already uncontrollable audience: 'You're all a bunch of slaves.'  This ranting could easily be dismissed simply as the drunken Morrison behaving obnoxiously, as the drunken Morrison was inclined to do.  There may, however, be more to this outburst than random babble.

In his short yet meteoric career, Jim Morrison had learnt, among other things, how to precisely and utterly manipulate an audience (plus the cops often out in force).  On form, he was a master of the art.  Ray Manzarek, Doors keyboard player, considered Morrison at his best to fulfil a function similar to that of the ancient shaman, leading others into states of consciousness that would otherwise remain inaccessible to them.  But there is another, darker, side to this power over the audience.  In Morrison, the ease by which a crowd could be manipulated, provoked contempt for its members.  'You're all a bunch of slaves' is not exactly the way to ingratiate yourself with an audience.  No other figure from the pantheon of '60s rock could be imagined as insulting his/her fans in this way.  Fascinated by how the mass of people could be controlled, and in fact were controlled, Morrison saw more than he could reliably handle.  He saw how even the youth of America, supposedly the vanguard of change, ushering in a new, more aware and liberated era, were on the whole no different from the generations that had gone beforehand.

During the summer before the Miami incident, Jim had told Ray Manzarek that he wanted to leave the band. He wasn't feeling too good; in fact, he was having a mental breakdown. 'I just can't take it any more.' The prospect of the Doors without Morrison was unthinkable: Ray persuaded Jim to stay on, to review things after six months.  Commentators glibly parrot the notion that fame was proving too hot to handle. In Jim's case, however, I suspect things were more complex. His own experiments in pushing the boundaries and in wilful manipulation led to his seeing an awful lot about the human condition.  Not all of this was very pretty - specifically, the essential slave nature of the mass of humanity. Complicated further by mass adulation, a poetic soul, and being the sexiest rock god on the planet, Morrison proceede to devote himself to the consumption of vast quantities of alcohol, eschewing more sober and psychedelic approaches to the human condition.  The rest, as they say, is history.  To perceive a shocking truth is no joke.  When Jim died two years later, the Lords of Darkness will have shed few tears.


Act Four: Developing the Slave System

 Rosa Koire develops the theme

I began investigating the truth about windfarms over six years ago.  Uncovering the windfarm fraud led me seamlessly into the hornet's nest of global warming lies and deception.  From here it was a small step to the Pandora's box of control system machinations in general.  The crucial skill to develop along the way has been the ability to identify when what we are told is happening is dramatically different to what is really going on.  A detective's approach, involving a mix of critical discernment and keeping those antennae of intuition in good shape, is what's needed.

Now, for me, things are really beginning to come together.  Political, social, economic, and cultural events which once would have appeared weird, inexplicable, or merely random, all make sense within a perspective of overall global agendas.  Everything fits together, once the picture the jigsaw pieces are intended to create is recognised.  Politicians, officially the movers and shakers of the scene, are revealed to be nothing of the sort, merely puppets for public distraction and, if necessary, consumption.  Take David Cameron as an example.  Watch him pre-election and, regardless of personal political inclination, it's difficult not to detect a certain vigour, vitality, belief.  Now, as if by magic, all this has gone.  There's no passion, just a hollow man mouthing vacuous words.  Has there, indeed, ever been a more ineffectual Prime Minister?  The only thing I can recall him doing during his time in office is repeat the words 'cuts' and 'austerity' at frequent intervals.  He's clearly been neutered; the same is the case with Obama. They've been got.

Meanwhile, as the nature of elected groups and officials becomes ever more pitiful, real control is increasingly being passed to undemocratic bodies working as far as possible out of the public eye.  Unrepresentative and unaccountable groups are quietly and stealthily making the big decisions, partly funded by national governments (that is to say, by 'ordinary' people who pay taxes to the government).  In this way, the even skeletal democratic process we now have is being cleverly bypassed.  Which brings us nicely onto the United Nations and Agenda 21........

Gone are the days of my childhood, when our family would buy UNICEF Christmas cards in the hope that we were bringing a better life to the poorer children of the world through the beneficent channel of the United Nations.  Sadly, this body now encompasses many of the dreams and wishes of the psychopathic few who would control the rest of us. For 'United Nations' read 'Single World Governance'.  In a most excellent interview on Red Ice Radio, 16th August 2012 (link from 'favourites' on the right of this page), Rosa Koire talks on Agenda 21, the U.N.'s plan for the 21st century.  She describes it as a 'global totalitarian state in progress.'  Those who think these fancy ideas are all concocted by fringe wackos should note that Rosa is a real estate appraiser, no less; and anyone who dismisses climate change scepticism as the preserve of James Delingpole and the political right might take heed of the fact that she is also a Democrat in the USA.  There's no ideological excuse for not doing your homework now, folks.....

Agenda 21 is, among other things, 'an action plan for sustainability', and one manifestation of the way that genuine love for Gaia has been hijacked.  One of the primary aims of the programme is to create a perception of scarcity: perceived scarce resources = fear, insecurity = people will do whatever you ask if you promise to look after them.  In this context, Rosa says something for which I shall be eternally grateful.  It is something I had personally concluded, yet never stated, for fear of appearing irretrievably insane: the main reason windpower is pushed so forcefully is precisely because it is unreliable, and wastes resources in the form of enormous subsidies.  It is a huge manipulation in order to create scarcity. Thank you, Rosa, for uttering this almost unspeakable truth, the only rational conclusion to draw after examining the evidence.

The time has arrived, it seems, to haul the middle classes fully aboard the galley of slaves; Agenda 21 and the creation of scarcity is one means by which this can be achieved.  In Britain, at least (and I can only write with any authority about Britain), the working classes have been well-and-truly enslaved already.  They were effectively disempowered politically by the Thatcher regime in the 1980s.  Since then, befuddled by flat screen TVs, junk food, alcohol and heroin, dispossessed of any hope of progress through lack of meaningful job opportunities and a ghetto mentality, and tethered to state benefits for the duration, a populous underclass has been created.  Effective control system slaves for life, the kind of people the control system really likes.  Until now, the middle classes have been the willing foot soldiers of the control system, but now they must be reined in as well.  Occasional enterprise, the odd independent thinker, all a bit dodgy.  Spare time - always a dangerous luxury - must be snuffed out with long working hours, another product of the fabrication of scarcity.


Act Five: Time to Jump Ship?

   Another Rosa: looking across Glen Rosa, Isle of Arran

This all sounds very dark and nasty. It is.  But it should serve only as a wake-up call, a hefty kick in the direction of our own growth, liberation, unfoldment, call it what you will.  We cannot be free without knowing how we are unfree; we cannot grow while ignorant of what we are to grow from.  A certain education in control system dynamics, along with their effects on us and everything around us is a necessary step on the way. Our awareness of this has to be sharp, clear, and precise.  Vague Buddhist mutterings about the unsatisfactoriness of samsaric existence, or the poisons of greed, hatred, and delusion, just don't do it - for me, at any rate -, and at worst can be used as abstracted excuses to avoid the real nitty-gritty of the human condition.

Frankly, anybody who still supports the invasion of the windfarms is either hopelessly and worryingly naive, too lazy and irresponsible to do their homework, totally blinkered by ideology, or set to make a hefty buck out of it for their own back pocket.  This expensive and intermittent power source damages the planet while pretending to help it, and is part of a far wider programme of control, undertaken largely by unelected and unaccountable bodies.  The intention is not the betterment and enlightenment of the whole of humanity, but the creation of 'Planet Slave'.  To repeat: we can only become free if we know what we are to become free of.  Time to discern, discriminate, disentangle.  Time to jump ship.

          

Life Inside a Random Universe

Well, it's pretty pretty sometimes..........    (Photo: Nirananda)

As outlined in my previous piece ('Weird Scenes Inside the Goldmine', July 10th 2012), things haven't quite worked out as planned this summer.  In place of the reading list on alternative history, the expeditions to remote mountain peaks, the various mystical practices, I have been enduring a season of unanticipated, enforced homelessness.  Stress and manual spadework have been major characteristics.  Yet, among all the emotional and physical upheavals, the inconveniences and privations, the dust and plasterboard, the endless to-and-fro between places, the sense of being rootless with the attendant inability to focus on anything properly, there has been a feeling niggling away constantly in the background.  That the entire episode is elegant and gracious, timed to perfection, and absolutely the right thing to be happening.  This apparent domestic crisis, with its accompanying element of trauma, has forced me to face fair and square one of the big questions: how does the universe work?

One reading is that it's all a bit of an accident.  What happened in my home was simply a dose of 'bad luck'.  I was in the wrong place at the wrong time, that's all.  Specifically, old galvanised water tanks do sometimes spring a leak.  Could've happened to anyone, really.

The thing is that intuitively, instinctually, emotionally, physically even, this explanation doesn't really ring true.  Once I've seen beyond the debris of personal emotional reactions, it is more like part of the dance of the universe.  Once we've got over the puerile (non)distinction between things that are alive (mainly human beings), things that are deemed dead (rocks, tables, oceans), and those that are in between but treated as pretty inert (trees, dandelions, sardines), we see that everything is both interconnected and animated.  This is not, apparently, just a strange mystical notion harboured on Pale Green Vortex and by other assorted weirdos: it is borne out by quantum physics and other cutting edge science.

The confection of animation and interconnection as foundation building blocks for the universe implies that there are not literally and ultimately separate beings and consciousnesses at all.  My apparently separate being is at most a pragmatic, ever-changing fragment, in endless relation to the flux of the whole, the universal.  And in the case of this summer's events, universal consciousness has decided the time was right to help me along my sacred path by arranging an 'accident' that might facilitate my movement onward.  As an example, themes that I have been working on, at times struggling with, for years, related to energy imbalance in the psycho/physical organism I call 'me', have been rudely thrown to the fore as a result of this summer's happenings.  The old has been ruthlessly flushed out by the destructively purifying agent of the water element.  My own shamanic/energetic/mystical/meditation practice has, over the past year, expanded in ways I would hitherto have considered inconceivable.  Maybe I have been being primed for the accident event.  Maybe I should feel privileged that universal consciousness has decided to take a serious interest in me at this moment, deeming me strong enough to take some hefty medicine.  Maybe.

The notion that the universe is not only an interconnected system, but is imbued with intentionality, is not one to find favour with members of the Richard Dawkins fan club.  But if life and the universe are not just random directionless accidents, what can they be?

I am reminded of a number of ideas emanating from the diverse world of Buddhism.  In one of his more brilliant moments, my former Buddhist teacher expounded on the theme of the 'Cosmic Going for Refuge' (sadly, probably one of his half-lost-and-forgotten teachings, displaced by concerns of a more prosaic and organisational nature).  Proposed tentatively and as a poetic rendering, the Cosmic Going for Refuge nevertheless suggests that everything is involved in the movement towards greater truth and wisdom.  Subtly, obliquely, imperceptibly even, yet every rock, deer, tree, and can of beans participates.  It is hard-wired into the consciousness of the universe.

A more traditional foundation stone, of the Mahayana schools of Buddhism, is Bodhicitta.  Though sometimes translated as 'Enlightenment Mind' or 'Thought of Enlightenment', it is really more a matter of volition and of the heart.  In its manifestation as 'Absolute Bodhicitta', it expresses the same universal consciousness in its intentional or volitional aspect.  It is the fundamental drive in the universe, towards greater awareness, wisdom, and impeccable emotionality. This drive too becomes embodied in the Bodhisattva, a being who traditionally vows not to enter Nirvana until all others have come to enlightened fruition.  Given the interconnectedness of all phenomena, it would be impossible for a Bodhisattva to literally disappear off the chart anyway.  To even think in that way would be a disavowal of what a Bodhisattva is in her/his deeper aspect, a manifestation of the basic intention at the heart of the universe.

The Gnostics conceived of primal intentionality for the human species in a slightly different way.  For them, it consisted of realignment with Gaia-Sophia, the Wisdom Goddess embodied in planet Earth.  Gaia-Sophia would have us throw off the deviating influence of the Archons, rediscover our true nature, and embark on a joint venture with her, thereby bringing to fruition both our own deeper nature and hers.

A  consideration of the primacy of the intentional, volitional aspect in the universe also sheds new and fascinating light on some of the 'big subjects' of modern times.  For instance, there is the matter of 'the environment' and the apparent scarcity of physical resources.  If intentionality is indeed hard-wired into the fabric of the universe, then it is not just 'what we do' but 'how and why we do it' that matters.  Using up the planet's resources is near the top of the guilt list for members of modern western societies.  But we could speculate differently.  Maybe Gaia-Sophia, out of the pure love that is the reflection of her great wisdom, has provided from the very womb of her being for our benefit.  Use these resources wisely and judiciously, with care and love, to support our own growing awareness and harmony with the greater intention of the universe,   and we will be smiled upon by Gaia-Sophia.  She is happy to give of herself in the name of awakening.  Should we squander these gifts, however, using them for personal gain, to feed separate selfhood rather than our deeper natures, then all hell may well break loose.

Whatever the status of these speculations, a disquieting feeling near the bedrock of my being remains: maybe the universe doesn't work the way we normally think at all.........

                            

Weird Scenes Inside the Goldmine

In 'Place of Power' (July 17th 2011 and August 11th 2011) I discussed a certain remote, rarely-visited corner of the north-west Scottish Highlands that seems over the decades to have exerted a particular energetic influence on my life.  There is, however, another mountain with whose presence my being appears to have been interlinked, in ways that have been far more concrete, not to say dramatic and traumatic.  This mountain is called Beinn Alligin.

Standing proud on the north-west seaboard of Scotland, the final landward port-of-call before the sea, the Hebridean islands, and the vast North Atlantic, Beinn Alligin is one of a trio of mountains sometimes referred to as the Torridon Giants.  Any straw poll of people acquainted with Scottish mountains will certainly put them up there amongst the most awesome and awe-inspiring.  Of the three, Beinn Alligin is sometimes regarded as the most feminine. Its narrow ridges, vertical precipices, and celebrated three 'horns' (in truth more like spines on a stegosaurus) notwithstanding, the mountain exudes a grace and shapeliness absent in its neighbours - Liathach, a real hulking monster of a mountain, and Beinn Eighe, a sprawling cordillera of its own, capped with quartzite that sparkles in the sun like snow.

Time to get personal.........

My first acquaintance with Beinn Alligin dates to, probably, 1966.  Several family summer holidays took us to the northern Highlands of Scotland, then more isolated, and subjectively more distant, from the mass of humanity than today. Over the course of these midge-infested forays into the almost-unknown, we climbed to the top of mountains in the region, no mean feat at a time when guidebooks were thin on the ground, and full of dubious suggestions for routes up peaks that were, as yet, pathless.  In fact, the only mountain we failed to ascend was Beinn Alligin.  We turned back, driven away by a lethal mixture of cloud, rain, and impenetrable precipices - twice.  Our first attempt involved a direct assault on the craggy slopes beetling over the waters of Loch Torridon.  Not recommended. Impossible to us, in fact. For our second effort, we decided on a more subtle approach, skirting the eastern slopes of the mountain and scouring the slopes for an opening onto the ridge above.  The cloud was down thick, and the rain began to fall increasingly hard, transforming the low-level path into a gushing rivulet. We eventually sloshed around to the back of the mountain, where one of the most memorable vistas of my life opened up.  Beneath the glowering canopy of cloud there stretched into the ink-black distance a vast and eerie landscape of rock and boggy grass speckled with a multitude of tiny lochans.  This was no vista of planet Earth as I knew it, but an import from another world.  I stood in awe while droplets of rain began to find their way through the seams of my clothing; then we trudged soggily back to the comfort of the car and the rest of known civilisation.

A few years on, I forsook the mountains and wild places. Yet, buried deep, the experience of Beinn Alligin lived on.  And it rankled. The only mountain from my youth that I had set out to climb and had failed; twice! Unfinished business of the family kind.  More than thirty years later, and with the wild places calling me once again,  I returned to Torridon with Martha, and quietly resolved to exorcise this festering affair. On a chill, dark June morning in 2004, we set off up the path that nowadays leads steeply up the mountain, first climbing the open hillside then up a shallow corrie.  At an altitude of 800 metres we disappeared into the mist, but nothing was going to stop us now.  Beinn Alligin consists of two major peaks connected by a narrow ridge.  We simply climbed to the first summit, but that was enough for me: a chapter in family history could be closed.

With a sense of completion in my heart, that evening I sat by the loch and phoned my mother to tell her the news. "You'll never guess what - we climbed Beinn Alligin!"  "Well I never" was her reply, slightly less amazed on her sickbed than I.  My mother was frail, having been ill for some time, but her mental faculties remained in good shape.

This conversation, on the theme of family completion,was the last that I had with my mother. The following week she was taken into hospital, to die a couple of days later without regaining consciousness.  Completion indeed.  Very strange.

For nigh on eight years the Giant of Alligin slumbered silently, a final terrestrial outpost before the immenseness of the northern seas.  Then, near the end of May this year, a friend phoned.  He was climbing mountains on the north-west coast over the weekend.  Did I want to come?

Saturday was hot, the air still, the sky cloudless.  Above us loomed the peaks and ridges of Beinn Alligin.  We retraced Martha and my footsteps from those years back; then, with the primitive rocky landscape resplendent in late spring sun, we continued along the curving narrow ridge, over the highest peak, before clambering over the celebrated Horns. For the first time, I had completed the full traverse of Beinn Alligin.

It was with the profoundly calm well-being that comes from experiencing that connection with the greater universe that I returned home on Sunday evening.  As I put the key in the lock, a strange sensation shot up the length of my spine.  I opened the door gingerly and ventured indoors.  From the Olympian heights of the weekend I was transported in a split-second into a Stygian underworld of uncontrolled running water lashing through the semi-darkness, uninvited damp, musty smells overwhelming the nasal passages.  Sodden plaster all over the furniture and floor, living room transformed into a lake, a giant hole where the ceiling used to be.  Upstairs it was the same: two bedrooms saturated, ceiling plaster and sodden loft insulation everywhere, water still pouring out of a substantial hole in the water tank in the loft. Shiva - Kali in full flow, the god of chaos and destruction triumphant.

The water tank that sprung a leak while I was on Beinn Alligin has gone, as have Martha and me from the house for the time being.  The place has been properly dried out (a three-week job with dalek-like machines), and at the time of writing is awaiting the (overdue) arrival of builders.  Temporary enforced homeless status for most of the summer.  Events both dramatic and traumatic in my life once more entwined with a certain mountain.  Strange. Very strange indeed.                    

'Synchronicity' is a term first coined by Carl Jung in the 1920s, and used widely since, to describe an 'acausal connecting principle'.  I first became really aware of the phenomenon around 1998, when I decided to undertake a period of regular shamanic underworld journeying. During this process, aspects of reality revealed themselves that I had hitherto been totally ignorant of. Penetrating these new layers of existence led to all manner of weird things happening.  An orangutan appeared unannounced on a journey.  What the hell was this animal doing there, one that I hadn't given a moment's conscious thought in my life before?  The next day I got on the commuter train home, to find a full-page magazine article spread out on the seat before me about - orangutans.  Another time a strange symbol appeared on one of these shamanic journeys; then I went for a walk, only to see that very same symbol in the back of a parked car.  And so it went on, incident upon incident.

How far do you go?  Maybe it's not a choice freely made.  At the time, this eruption of synchronicity seemed like a weird if invaluable adjunct to normal functioning of the universe.  Nowadays, I'm less sure.  The Beinn Alligin phenomena have opened up the experiential possibility that synchronicity is a norm, happening all the time, but we are just usually unaware of its working.

How far do you go, indeed?  The deeper you go into the workings of the universe, the stranger it gets.  Jump in deeply enough, suggests Neil Kramer, and 'normal' functioning' becomes pretty tricky.  Hold down a job, do regular things in regular ways: forget it.  Just so. Just so.

If separate selfhood is consigned to the scrapheap of delusion, automatically everything is seen as interconnected and everything becomes possible.  Linear cause-and-effect as an adequate description of the working of the universe is replaced with something far more embracing, a magnificent interrelatedness of all, extending beyond the conventional confines of time and space.

Meaningful coincidence: me and a mountain curiously intertwined.  Hills, mountains, rivers, seas, plains: all the elements of the landscape are particular configurations of energy, and manifest in their own way consciousness. When the distinction between what is 'alive' and what is 'dead' falls by the wayside, anything becomes possible. Everything becomes a tiny reflection of a pulsating universe. Which sounds very sweet and nice, but can just as easily be destructive, terrifying, and to the less-than-fully enlightened mind, trauma-inducing.

Fanciful though it may sound, I occasionally sense the mountains as great storehouses of memory, keepers of wisdom from time immemorial - and therefore potentially great teachers.  There have been times when I have felt that the rocks are trying to communicate something to me. Perhaps it is no accident that the rocks of the northern Highlands of Scotland - Torridonian sandstone, Lewisian gneiss etc - are among the most ancient to be found on the planet.  Maybe, just maybe, this is one factor producing the curious attraction of these places to human beings, an attraction which far outweighs the mathematical height and dimensions of the mountains there.  And it could be one part of why they appear to exert such influence and power in the life of this one human being at least.

And it all looked so nice at the time........

      

Glimpses of Highland Spring

                                               
For those who don't like the one they've got......
                                     

Whose Story? A Trilogy (Part Three)

The theme of 'Whose Story?' is one that, to my knowledge, has not really featured in the multitude of strands going to make up Buddhism in the modern west.  This I find curious, though this is unfair of me, since in my twenty five-plus years as an ordained Buddhist I had no notion of the topic either.  The point, however, is this. Focal to Buddhism, as I have always understood it, is the notion of mind and consciousness.  The Dhammapada, a central text from what is generally regarded as early Buddhism, begins with the celebrated statement variously translated as 'Mind precedes all mental states', 'Phenomena are preceded by the heart', or 'What we are today comes from our thoughts of yesterday' (with such divergent translations, what chance do we have of really understanding.....?).  Different schools of Buddhism talk of 'Absolute Mind' and 'Mind Only doctrine'.  Yet the world 'out there' is as much a manifestation of mind and consciousness as is the world 'in here'.  Or, to take Buddhist philosophy to a more advanced level, the distinction between 'inside' and 'outside' is illusory anyhow.  Shamanic traditions recognise this: for them, the outer world is unashamedly ensouled, alive, animate, conscious, and full of meaning. But Buddhism, in its more popular and exoteric forms at least, and as it has come down to us, seems overly personalistic, taking 'the individual' and his/her development too literally and seriously.  The idea of 'working on my mind' can be uplifting, yet is yuk-inducing in equal measure.

Buddhist analyses of the world tend to vex as much as inspire me nowadays.  The Buddhist Wheel of Life purports to depict the world and its workings.  In the centre of this wheel, the engine making the entire show go round, are a cock, a snake, and a pig going round in an endless circle, biting one another's tails.  The three animals are normally said to represent greed (lobha), hatred (dvesa), and delusion (moha), the driving forces of the samsaric (non-enlightened) world.  This is all very well, as far as it goes.  The problem, in my experience, is that it is so generalised and abstracted as to be totally inadequate as a tool for real analysis and understanding of the dynamics of worldly existence.  At worst, this branding of non-enlightened existence as 'all greed, hatred, and delusion' amounts to a dismissal, an escape from doing the hard work of truly understanding what consciousness is and how it works.  In order to do this, we need to be courageous enough to go into the heart of the beast - or to the entrails, more like.

You don't have to be a conspiracy theorist (whatever that is, apart from an ad hominem dismissal) to see that our modern world of politics, finance, media, legal institutions, and, sadly, much mainstream science and academia, along with many large 'charitable' and other non-elected organisations, comprise an interrelated and mutually supporting network of interest.  And one of their prime interests is to further a particular version of reality, to broadcast a certain type of consciousness as the one and only one; but a consciousness that is limited to say the least.

Within the aforementioned 'network of interest', many people now realise something of the nefarious nature of politics and global finance.  But it can be more difficult to see the essential part that media, academia, and non-elected organisations play as part of the same web. While the notion of the personal shadow is well recognised nowadays, there exists a corresponding and equally significant, yet curiously less celebrated, 'shadow of the world'. This is just as much a function of consciousness. And just like the personal dark side, this needs to be owned, worked on, and incorporated into our wider experience of consciousness and mind.  A similar point is being made in 'Love, Reality, and the Time of Transition' (readily available through youtube), a film I personally find rather uneven but well worth watching and taking seriously.  I submit that Buddhism needs to examine, in specifics and in some detail, how the world is put together as a construct of consciousness, and the kind of consciousness that is being continually created; how and why.  Only then can it truly claim to understand how 'mind precedes all mental states.'

And remember: Maya is not a democracy.....

            
      

Whose Story? - A Trilogy (Part Two)

                                           Ah yes, Truth 24/7!

James Lovelock it was who, in the 1970s, elucidated the self-regulating mechanism of the planetary Earth system, thereby formulating Gaia theory and becoming one of the founding fathers of modern ecology and environmentalism.  More recently, he was a major voice in promoting the theory of runaway global warming, principally through his book 'The Revenge of Gaia'.  As such, he is a darling and icon of modern environmentalism.  At least, he was until a couple of weeks ago.....

In an interview with msnbc, Lovelock dropped a bombshell.  He had made a mistake, he said.  This catastrophic global warming he had so direly predicted just wasn't happening - for now, at least. Planet Earth hasn't got any hotter over the last twelve years, he admitted.  We don't fully understand climate mechanics; 'the climate is doing its usual tricks.'

This, you would have thought, was momentous news indeed.  And fantastically good tidings, straight from the mouth of the guru.  We might not burn to a frazzle after all.  New York, London, and half of Bangla Desh might not disappear under the floodwaters.  Strangely, though, Lovelock's message of hope failed to make it onto the BBC.  Or into most of the apparently respectable newspapers, either.  It fell to a Daily Telegraph blogger to announce the news to the British public.  Shamefully, as a result of his honest admission, Lovelock himself became the target for nasty words from severely-miffed 'environmentalists': he's past it, etc etc. It was reminiscent of the tirade of viciousness unleashed upon former Greenpeace campaigner Peter Taylor when he questioned the orthodoxy on global warming.  Streams of truly nasty ad hominem attacks.

In similar vein, hardly a day passes without some further revelation on the great windfarm scam.  Three 'environmental' charities (World Wildlife Fund Scotland, Friends of the Earth Scotland, and RSPB Scotland)  were recently outed for accepting donations from windfarm builders (Pale Green Vortex had mentioned WWF funding a couple of years back).  But once again the BBC and those same 'liberal' and impartial newspapers, while expressing a tiresome obsession with integrity in the case of the Murdochs, seem to be oblivious to the same questions of integrity and objectivity when it comes to global warming scaremongering from these severely compromised, yet inordinately influential, organisations.  The last fortnight also saw fears for aeroplane radar interference from windfarms; global warming from windfarms (I jest not; at least the Guardian mentioned this one).  And probably much more that has escaped the eyes of the PGV staff, who actually devote little time to what's being presented in the mainstream media.

So, what we believe to be true is founded as much upon the sins of omission as what is actually being beamed into our living rooms on a daily basis.  I was recently discussing with a friend the subject of truth (or 'Truth'!).  While so doing, we stumbled upon a fantasy lodged in some cobweb-bedecked recess of the brain, that of the someone, somewhere, who really knows what truth is.  To discover that this omniscient being wasn't there, but was just a god fantasy, was a wee bit scary.  No cosmically impartial arbiter exists 'out there'; and the same is the case for 'the news'.  There is no infinitely wise greybeard sitting at the control desk of starship BBC, using a universal measure to evaluate what people should know about, how much, and why.  I suppose I find it strange when people cling onto every word issuing from the BBC, or any particular newspaper, while casting suspicion on everyone and everything else.  And here is where the situation begins to get a trifle vexing.....

When I started Pale Green Vortex, I was setting off on a journey of exploration, into some areas that were new to me, yet seemed extremely relevant to the overall theme of 'consciousness studies'.  It was an adventure but, like most adventures, it came with a certain degree of risk attached. In particular, I recognised that some of my new directions might appear a bit bizarre, and not especially edifying, to some of my old friends, colleagues, and assorted acquaintances.  As things have turned out, the area where a number of relationships have undergone a wobble has been in what I have written about aspects of the mainstream media.  More precisely, the BBC and various newspaper organs of the 'liberal left', all of which I have treated, not as superior arbiters of higher truths, but as just one part of the largely fake construct which is presented to us as 'normal' and 'reality'.

Today I shall go a step further, and in doing so risk more interpersonal alienation and wobbling. I shall venture to suggest that some of our 'green' friends, along with their media acolytes and buddies in the renewable energy business, are amongst the most dangerous people on the planet.  They are far more dangerous than the Anders Breiviks and Islamic fundamentalists of this world, who may be exceedingly nasty, but in the larger scheme of things are never going to win.  But the so-called greens I have periodically written about are in the process of actively shaping the world we inhabit. They are dangerous in part because they are based in ideology rather than pragmatic direct realities. Any ideology is dangerous, be it that of Hitler, Alex Salmond (a hardcore ideologue), or a Friends of the Earth stooge.  Ideology substitutes a ready-made, convenient, synthetic interpretation of reality for the real thing.  As such, it is rigid, alien from the mentality of learning from mistakes.  And this refusal to acknowledge error paves the way, as the Gnostics saw, for error to lurch out of control and morph into evil.

Furthermore, our green friends hold to their ideology in a manner fanatical enough to make even a Muslim extremist quake in his boots.  The evidence for this is abundant: the treatment of turncoats Lovelock and Peter Taylor; the refusal to countenance evidence that they might have got something a little wrong; the repeating of the same tired mantras in response to any questions or objections; their inflammatory language comparing global warming sceptics with holocaust deniers; this will do for now.  What's more, they are convinced they are right, and will implement their righteousness through control and regulation of the ignorant masses.  The climate change agenda - save the planet with carbon taxes and carbon trading; save the planet with windfarms that disfigure the landscape and work from time to time; and the rest - really has little to do with the environment, with Gaia-Sophia, but a lot to do with developing what is sometimes referred to as a kind of eco-socialism, a green 1984.  There are the naive, who still blindly believe in the guff put out by Greenpeace and the rest; and there are the control freaks, who see 'green' as a way of establishing a form of benevolent dictatorship. And the BBC, along with those 'respectable' newspapers, are very much part of this psycho-political complex.

The media play a pivotal role in creating what is generally considered 'normal' and 'reality'.  In the case of the mainstream, major ingredients of 'normal' include the generation of fear and insecurity, the depiction of 'reality' as routine killing with guns, bombs, and other explosive devices, lies, dishonesty, manipulative sex etc.  All this renders the shattered populace vulnerable to manipulation by those who will look after us and make the world safe and secure.  And as a palliative escape from this grim reality, we are offered mindnumbing entertainment, in which we can experience other people's mediocre celebrity in 'talent shows', thereby confirming our own status as half-dead passive consumers of the lives of others, those who are really living.

More profoundly, this all represents the constant generation of a particular form of consciousness, designed to keep us imprisoned in a small, fearful, 3-D world.  Politicians, parapoliticians, and others well up in the pyramid of control, know this full well: the media is one of their major tools in broadcasting a certain reality which they would like people to take as the only reality.  I'm not suggesting that Fiona Bruce and every Guardian journalist are evil - not at all, it doesn't work like that.  But unplugging to a large degree from the mainstream media, and taking it all in a spirit of sceptical discernment, is a very positive step in freeing our minds.


P.S. on Fiona Bruce, BBC newsreader!  She has been mentioned more than once on Pale Green Vortex.  Please don't think I have got anything against her.  On the contrary, we have something in common.  We attended the same college in Oxford University (me rather earlier than her...).  This college, it transpires, has quite a tradition of newreaders: Natasha Kaplinsky and Krishnan Guru-Murthy also attended.  Another college notable was one of my geography tutors (I was studying climate change in 1974, by the way....), one John Patten.  He went on to become a member of the Thatcher government, a minister for education, if I remember correctly.  He didn't do a lot to increase the popularity of that particular government, though, and was soon shunted off to the House of Lords as a life peer: Baron Patten.  A lot can be learnt from that.....

                  

Whose Story? A Trilogy (Part One)

Our prehistoric past......

One of the favourite books of my childhood was 'From Cavemen to Vikings' by one R.J.Unstead. In easily understood text and fully illustrated, it purported to tell the tale of our dim, distant, and often dark, human past. All I remember is a full-page illustration (it might have adorned the front cover, I have been unable to locate a copy of the edition in question) which left a deep impression on me. It showed a Viking, resplendent in horned helmet and with a mad glint in his eye, holding a dagger-like sword to the throat of a terrified Englishman (possibly a priest or monk). Nearby stood a terrified young English maiden, while behind the village burnt furiously. 'Rape, pillage, and plunder' is what those heathen Vikings were about as they raided the christianised coastlines of eastern England. To me, the message behind this scene of horror was clear: 'Things might not be perfect today, son, but we've come a long way. Don't forget, and be grateful to be alive in our wonderful modern day and age.'

The stories that we tell and are told profoundly influence our view of ourselves. We can go a step further and say that our world - our place in it, our attitudes and aspirations, our relationships with other human and non-human beings - is in fact largely created by these narratives. This is a notion that is widely acknowledged nowadays when dealing with the individual person. Modern psychotherapy, along with the host of related disciplines that has sprung up over the past fifty years, is based upon this premise. Its prime method is for the 'patient' to tell the various stories going to make up their life, see how these stories affect the person concerned, and then, if appropriate, create a new story or otherwise find a way to release the grip of a destructive narrative.

Less frequently recognised is the moulding influence of the stories we are told on a social or cultural level, and which go to create 'the world'. One reason is that it is often not even realised that we are being told stories in the first place. 'That's not a story: that's a fact' will be the common rejoinder. The world out there consists of solid facts and bits of information; such is the efficacy of the conditioning factor of the various narratives that shape our views, beliefs, perception even. Yet, I would contend, for the person seeking awakening and liberation, personal therapy (and 'self-knowledge' as commonly understood) is no more important than social, cultural and religious therapy: unravelling the stories we are told from birth that unconsciously go to create the world we inhabit, and in which we become de facto participants.

One most important area where the narrative is everything is that of our history. The story we are generally told of civilisation begins with the ancient Greeks. True, there had been the Egyptians beforehand, but with their huge impersonal eyes staring into infinity they are a bit too weird to be of much relevance. Before them existed various other folk, mainly notable for their bizarre propensity to stick enormous slabs of rock into circles, a clearly pointless exercise from our modern, enlightened perspective. Indeed, so the story goes, our ancestors seem to have been an autonomous collective of idiocy until the Greek philosophers, mathematicians and the rest appeared as beacons of light out of the mire of ignorance. Along with other luminaries across the globe such as Buddha, Confucius, and Zarathustra, they all came to embody around 2500 years ago what Karl Jaspers famously referred to as the 'Axial Age'. This was the period when outstanding figures (all of them males, strangely) appeared in order to bring culture, spirituality, and higher learning - in a word, civilisation - to a level hitherto undreamed of.

The story of Britain from here onwards is a familiar one: Romans, Christians, the Dark Ages, Saxons and Vikings, Medieval stuff, the separation of Church and State, Industrial Revolution, the age of science and rationality, and so on and so on. And underlying this grand story of western civilisation is the assumption of progress and evolution. Despite the blood that's spattered on every page, it's a case of onward and up. The fruits of this narrative of development are plain for all to see today. OK, there are still millions of folk going hungry across the globe, and huge numbers of young children needlessly suffering cheaply and easily treated diseases. Genocide is ongoing in eastern Democratic Republic of Congo, and over 100,000 people have been killed in Iraq since western powers intervened to bring peace. Cities are ravaged just south of the U.S. border in turf wars over drugs (don't worry, they're only Mexicans). But still the signs of our evolutionary history are clear. We have clean water and no longer need to poo in the street. We can watch Lady Gaga 24/7 on the latest mobile devices. We have Simon Cowell; we have wind farms.

The trouble is, scratch beneath the surface and the story begins to fall apart. Were our Neolithic and Bronze Age ancestors simply neo-agricultural barbarians with a stone circle fetish, thankfully superseded by the glorious civilising influence of those noble Greeks and Romans? Quite possibly not. One readable source with a different narrative is 'The Chalice and the Blade' by Riane Eisler. There are aspects of this book that I cannot go along with. She talks of evolution and progress too much, where it would be better to let the evidence speak for itself, rather than jamming it into a dubious telos. There appear to be gaps in her understanding of modern dominator system techniques: she takes groups like the Club of Rome seriously as world improvers. And she has been duped by the story of Jesus the compassionate, peace-loving revolutionary, whose message has been corrupted along the way. She did not have the benefit of John Lash's 'Not in His Image' to expose the fake love-and-peace ethic of the Nazarene carpenter. And the words of D.M.Murdock, aka Acharya S, run to several hundred pages in demonstrating that Mr. Christ is most likely nothing more than a made-up character for political power purposes.

Be all this as it may, Eisler's descriptions of the Neolithic partnership societies of the Near East, 'Old Europe' and Minoan Crete in the first eight chapters of the book are brilliant. She shows how these peoples, with their worship of the Goddess, were relatively life-loving, equalitarian, and peaceful, as well as bringing in many technological advances. It was only with the incursion of waves of more warlike peoples with their bloody male gods from the north and east that these civilisations began to break down between c4300 BCE and 2800 BCE. From then on the pattern of dominator cultures leading to our current situation began to emerge.

Scratch more deeply, and things get stranger still. What do we make of the already well-developed cave art of south-west Europe that goes back over 30,000 years? Were its creators really gormless primitives? And what do we make of Tony Wright's contention that human brain capacity seems to have increased rapidly until about 200,000 years ago, since when it has been pretty much stable. Get this: our ancestors of 200,000 years ago had the same kind of brain as us (actually, Tony suggests it might have been superior to our own). Do you really need all that cranial capacity simply to organise a trap for a woolly mammoth?

Of course - and this is a vital point to recognise vividly - the stories that we are told are not random, related as if by accident. The story of civilisation that has come down to us today is a reflection of a cluster of belief systems, and serves specific purposes. The notions of progress and evolution superimposed onto the passing of events confirm Darwinian principles, those by which the world is largely interpreted in our western world. Forget that this application of a distorted Darwinism to social changes in the human realm is a highly dubious project. The story of our history, achieved in large part by plunder and domination, is excused and justified by fitting it into this cheapened and dumbed-down version of Darwinism, summarised as 'the survival of the most brutally fit' and 'human nature, red in tooth and claw.' Slaughter, beheadings, betrayals, tyranny over the many by the few: all are an integral part of this inevitable march of progress, of evolution.

We, meanwhile, and it goes without saying, stand at the apex of this process, in spite of our little problems. This is our story, and it couldn't be any different. Needs must that our children are informed that they are the brightest and best, fortunate to be living at this pinnacle of human civilisation (one of the major functions of education in modern society, it appears, is to inculcate the main stories of our culture into the hearts and minds of our young ones). How could they be told otherwise? That times may have existed that were less warlike, more caring, and that somehow we messed up and got lost along the way. Not exactly the story to tell if you want children who are obedient to the status quo, 'good members of society', fearful and respectful of the imperatives of modern western civilisation.

Revisiting and revisioning the narratives of our history is an ongoing project that I have found extremely liberating. There is freedom in escaping the confines of the past 2500 years as the only past that is relevant to the question of who we are. Our story is broader, richer, and possibly far more noble. Maybe times have existed when human minds have been imbued with a deeper spiritual awareness. Maybe (in fact most likely) some of our ancestors possessed vast knowledge of the workings of the universe that has been lost or deliberately destroyed by those who superseded them. Maybe some were creators of marvellous technologies that we remain hopelessly ignorant of. Maybe, just maybe, the much-vaunted 'Axial Age' marks, not so much a flowering to new heights of human consciousness, as a wisdom once in the more general domain, now able to manifest only through the lives of a few individuals. Plato, Mr. Axial Age himself, referred to his times as 'a remembering of things forgotten.'

Reflecting on the undulating horizon of this much vaster panorama of human history also gives the lie to the notion that human nature is fixed: that the way things are is the inevitable consequence of our makeup, of a selfish gene and a nature red in tooth and claw. It becomes clear that the application of half-baked Darwinian principles to our story is a fabrication, a convenient narrative for those deeply invested in maintaining the social and perceptual status quo. To echo William Blake, the manacles we clamp upon our present and future are mind-made, nothing more.

As a postscript, there is a wealth of written and spoken information out there on revisiting our past. Be discerning, treat it as opening doorways rather than trying to nail down 'the truth'. Red Ice Radio has interviews with a multitude of researchers in these areas. For myself, I have been respectfully instructed by, among others, Riane Eisler as described above; Terence McKenna's rather speculative but visionary and poetic evocation in the first part of 'Food of the Gods'; Graham Hancock, especially 'Supernatural'; Marija Gimbutas; Lucy Wyatt; there are the energy-challenging but remarkably comprehensive tomes of Acharya S.; Michael Cremo. Michael Tsarion is another prominent figure in this world. Loads more. Dip in and follow your daimon!

And as a final postscript, even not pooing in the street is nothing for modern civilisation to be uniquely proud of: private loos with efficient sewage systems existed in the townships of the Indus Valley in 2,700 BCE!